About Me

I'm passionate about truth, and I'm passionate about people!
This basically means that in real life I talk a lot! :)

I was born into a conservative christian family, but born again into the Family of God at the age of 21. I was also born with a relentless aspiration to learn how everything works. It can be a blessing and a curse! The blessing being that I've learned a lot through good old fashioned research, and not being satisfied with myself until I am certain of the answer. The down side being that even though I'm His child, I can't know all that God knows, so my obsession with knowing, clashes with Gods plan of just believing, and trusting Him!




When We Pray Together
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When We Pray Together

I remember the first time I told anyone outside my family about my same-sex attraction. A friend suggested we go and talk with a couple of guys from the church I’d just started attending. I was a nervous wreck thinking about it for a couple days. But it was so good to confess and talk […]

Things I’m Learning While Living With Another Guy
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Things I’m Learning While Living With Another Guy

Hey brothers! I wanted to give you all a quick bird’s eye view of my life the last 9 months! I bought a house. It feels really weird typing that sentence right now! I still lie in bed at nights and have a hard time processing the fact that I’m responsible for my own place. […]

How to Tell a Guy You Love Him
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How to Tell a Guy You Love Him

For several minutes, I’ve been looking at the “send” button on my text. I thought about saying it when we were texting a couple days ago, but I put it off. What’s so hard about typing out a simple message and allowing someone to be blessed? What’s keeping me back? I guess I’m worried that since he […]

How Badly Do I Want Healing?
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How Badly Do I Want Healing?

Hey, brothers! Maybe this question has been an easier one for you all, but it’s one I’ve asked myself quite a bit. Especially during times like tonight when I wonder if I’ve experienced ANY healing. I know that sometimes God chooses to heal physically and/or emotionally in an instant. I also know that sometimes He chooses […]

Discovering Homosexuality
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Discovering Homosexuality

Hi everyone! I’ve been lurking in the shadows for a while trying to think of something that would be “first YOB post” worthy. You can call me C. Marque. For a quick intro, I’ll mention a couple of interesting facts about my life. I live in the flat cornfield lands of the Midwest. My family has […]