About Me

I’m a young twenty-something fresh out of college while still trying to find my way in the world, but I am enjoying it for it is the journey that is the reward. Lover of all things creative, I am a drawer with an intuitive mind while also a deep thinker. I can be a person of extreme opposites: one moment a lone wolf, the next a social butterfly. One moment joyful and optimistic, yet sad and melancholic the next. My Enneagram type can alternate between INTP and INFP, depending on the day. Career-wise, I am still trying to figure things out. But after coming to terms with my SSA and meeting fellow SSA Christians and forming deep intimate bonds, I feel like my social life is finally coming together after years of lonely isolation. I’ve always longed for brotherhood and, at last, I feel I have found it. Now I am glad to join this community of bloggers and share my stories and struggles, joys and sorrows, dreams and longings.

Male Nudity Will Fix Me
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Male Nudity Will Fix Me

I’ve written about my childhood fascination with nudity and how it led me into the nudist world, making me act out my sexual insecurities. I’d go even deeper into the world of nudism, thinking it’d be the solution to my problems. While I did have a strongly sexual fascination with male nudity, I figured it […]

Discovering the Heart of My Nudist Desires
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Discovering the Heart of My Nudist Desires

In the first installment of this series, I described the beginnings of my long and complicated relationship with nudity. Entering high school, my love/hate relationship with nudity became more complicated . . . I grew fascinated by the thought of naked men and being naked with them but also terrified at the same time. My […]

My Complicated Relationship with Nudity
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My Complicated Relationship with Nudity

My only friend in elementary school had a neighborhood friend named Jeffrey. As he and I sat at the table talking about who knows what, he piped up with a story. “One time,” he said, “the three of us were playing truth or dare. We dared Jeffrey’s little brother to strip naked and run around […]