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Back When I Discovered Homosexuality
Back When I Discovered Homosexuality
Looking back, I know I was experiencing same-sex attraction at that age, even though I didn't know what SSA or homosexuality was at the time.
I Want My Brothers to be Happy for Me
I Want My Brothers to be Happy for Me
Dean is a grown man finding complete joy in the simple fact that his brother was happy. It makes me want my own brothers to be happy for me.
Relearning Sex
Relearning Sex
I can remember a time before sex. I wish I could forget everything about sex so I could relearn sex properly.
How Do I Get to Heaven?
How Do I Get to Heaven?
Without losing a piece of me, how do I get to heaven? To get to heaven, we don't lose a piece of ourselves. We lose it all.
My Older Brothers Abused Me
My Older Brothers Abused Me
From the earliest time I can remember until I was almost done with college, my two older brothers abused me verbally and emotionally.
The Moment My Dad Failed Me
The Moment My Dad Failed Me
An anticipated drive with my dad would prove to be a fracturing moment in our relationship. It was the moment my father failed me.
When Masculine Superheroes Hug
When Masculine Superheroes Hug
I like hugs personally. I think they're great, and I like that hugging differentiates friendships from acquaintances. When I first saw this hugging moment on the show, I immediately felt awkward with Barry. I might have held my breath to see what he was going to do.
The Shadow of the Son I Should Have Been
The Shadow of the Son I Should Have Been
I will be reminded of this brokenness every time we are forced to gather. I hate this brokenness. For it is in this brokenness that my SSA came to be.
Haunted by My Best Friend
Haunted by My Best Friend
Today, while walking around work, I saw him again, this time from the back. I almost fell forward due to the unreal and freakish resemblance. It was all I could do not to burst into tears. It felt like I was being haunted by my best friend.
My Best Friend for Never
My Best Friend For Never
Looking back, I still wonder: what happened that caused John to go from "best friend" to "somebody that I used to know"? It seemed instantaneous.
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