fathers

Growing Up as a Pastor's Kid with SSA
Growing Up as a Pastor’s Kid with SSA
Growing up as a pastor's kid, I hid my homosexuality because I didn't want my father or my family to know that I was a "mistake."
Real Men Fix Things
Real Men Fix Things
And then my wife came up the stairs and saw me in my deplorable state. I was attempting to fix the bathtub plumbing. And losing.
My Passion Comes from Pain
My Passion Comes from Pain
I know what it's like to hurt, to have nowhere to go. This is why I keep ministering to people who need to hear that Jesus loves them.
Why I Used to Hate Sports
Why I Used to Hate Sports
I love sports and competition. I love the push, the struggle, the fight toward victory. I love how my chest burns when I'm on the brink of exhaustion.
Would I Still Have Same-Sex Attraction If...?
Would I Still Have Same-Sex Attraction If…?
My friend asks: Do you think you would have struggled with gender identity, sexual identity, and same-sex attraction if your family life had been different?
When I Had No Heroes
When I Had No Heroes
I did not have heroes growing up. Many little boys look up to their father or older brothers. I didn't have a clear definition of what a hero should be.
Fictional Father vs. Real-Life Father
Fictional Father vs. Real-Life Father
This digital character was the very model of an ideal father. This fictional father was who I always wanted my real-life father to be.
How Badly Do I Want Healing?
How Badly Do I Want Healing?
Do I really want complete healing, or am I satisfied being a lifelong struggler? Is the self-pity I've surrounded myself with for so long too hard to leave?
My Dad Knows I Watch Gay Porn
My father found out about my gay pornography use. He wanted to help me. And then my father never spoke to me about gay pornography use again.
Joy After Gay Sex
Joy After Gay Sex
I told my best friend that I had literally just come from gay sex in another man's bed. I'd found him on the Internet, then regretted it. I needed support.
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