Prostitution on the Prowl Again
Deep in my financial drought, I thought about the idea of prostitution again. I’d done prostitution before, and my options for finding a job were running thin. I did love sex and hooking up with other guys; why not dive back into that dangerous field again and make some extra cash? I was in desperate need of help.
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Sharing My Testimony and Finding Healing
I think it’s ironic, but I really believe our stories may be better received by unbelievers than some churches. Fortunately, my story is different. Most people have patiently heard me out and graciously extended loving support.
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The First Time I Contracted an STD
Well! We’re back to Matt’s crazy sex stories! It’s been a while since I wrote...
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Male Nudity Will Fix Me
What if I did partake in male nudity in a non-sexual setting? What if I could make my nudist desires feel more normal and less of a sexual fantasy?
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YOBcast Episode 010: Hookups & Gay Sex
Why do we hook up with other men? What draws us to cross that line? And what happens in the...
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Sex Isn’t Enough
The sex was useless and empty. It wasn’t love. Nor was it satisfying. It wasn’t what I really wanted. I couldn’t escape the truth — sex isn’t enough.
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I’ve Never Wanted to Have Sex with Another Man
I don’t want sex with another man like I don’t want sex with a woman. And most days I just need someone to tell me that’s okay.
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I Know I’m A Hypocrite
A few weeks ago, I made a friend at a coffee shop down the road. He’s a gay guy I’d...
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YOBcast Episode 009: Male Envy
What does it mean to envy another? What do we envy in men? And why exactly are we envious of other...
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Losing My Sexual Sobriety
I lost my sexual sobriety because I went in search of shortcuts to intimacy with other men. I knew it wouldn’t satisfy. Just like all the other times.
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