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Relearning Sex
Relearning Sex
I can remember a time before sex. I wish I could forget everything about sex so I could relearn sex properly.
How Do I Get to Heaven?
How Do I Get to Heaven?
Without losing a piece of me, how do I get to heaven? To get to heaven, we don't lose a piece of ourselves. We lose it all.
I'll Never Have a Right Relationship with God
I’ll Never Have a Right Relationship with God
All I could think was: I am going to hell. I was obsessed with this idea that I'd never have a right relationship with God.
My Older Brothers Abused Me
My Older Brothers Abused Me
From the earliest time I can remember until I was almost done with college, my two older brothers abused me verbally and emotionally.
A Native American with Same-Sex Attraction
A Native American with Same-Sex Attraction
For a Native American who is struggling with same-sex attraction (SSA) or views himself as gay, it's kind of hard to fit into this family dynamic.
The Love I Saw in My Father
The Love I Saw in My Father
I saw that my father had a very real relationship with God that was uncommon, powerful, and full of joy. I knew I wanted to be close to God because of Dad.
I've Always Wanted a Big Brother
I’ve Always Wanted a Big Brother
My whole life I've wanted the love of a big brother. I've always wanted to press into someone bigger than me, someone stronger, someone wiser. A big brother to hold me, a big brother to comfort me, a big brother to tell me everything will be okay because he's right there and he's not going to let me go.
The Moment My Dad Failed Me
The Moment My Dad Failed Me
An anticipated drive with my dad would prove to be a fracturing moment in our relationship. It was the moment my father failed me.
When Masculine Superheroes Hug
When Masculine Superheroes Hug
I like hugs personally. I think they're great, and I like that hugging differentiates friendships from acquaintances. When I first saw this hugging moment on the show, I immediately felt awkward with Barry. I might have held my breath to see what he was going to do.
The Shadow of the Son I Should Have Been
The Shadow of the Son I Should Have Been
I will be reminded of this brokenness every time we are forced to gather. I hate this brokenness. For it is in this brokenness that my SSA came to be.
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